Seems I have a curfew.

Each day I try and find quiet time for myself to do a few things on the computer, each day I let myself be distracted or interrupted thinking I can do my work later, most days I am wrong. After 7:30 p.m. each night my presence is asked for by Lily, and how can I disappoint her simply because I did not defend my time from other distractions? I can’t and so, I am not getting everything done but I seem to have this optimist attitude that tomorrow will be easier.

I have asked Denis to distract Lily for 15 minutes tonight so I can write a bit tonight since I lost my free time doing other things earlier. I need to have all my stuff done by 7:00 p.m. each night so that I can be there with Lily for evening fun, chilling out and nursing. This time will go so fast, I don’t want to miss out because I am not focused. She turns 9 months this Saturday!

Part of what was distracting me earlier this evening was organising of my new tools for my practice and working on the thank you cards I want to send out to all who have been helping me out lately. I think I need to make a list of things I want to do this weekend as well. I have a fairly big list of things and it will be easy to think there is lots of time and then there will be no time for the number of jobs I think I want to get accomplished. One thing that is getting perfected, is my ability to tell the difference between things that need to be done and things I want to do. It is amazing how often a thing will start out in the need to be done column and end up in the want column.

Tomorrow I’ll write a tiny bit about the different constitutions. We think Lily is a Sulphur, which is frightening if you don’t know what to do, but more about that tomorrow.